Thursday, April 24, 2008

the night

the night in my heart is pounding against the absence of yours
the room smells like your absence also: wet grass pine sap and pollen
on a cold breeze
to whose silent music the trees are dancing
i tie our hearts together with only enough blood for one

this night in my barrow of stones and dead wood
this night in my future in an hour with a sorrow greater
than all the others in my garden
this night is mine because it arrives with your complete absence
and i cannot refuse you even when you are not here

because of my penitence and my patience and my prerogative
you are necessary you are even when you are not
this night is the long word the king's ransom the ordinary against
the spectacular

i am standing at the threshold of this night hidden behind the last light
asking you to open the door
which is not a door

2 comments:

Amy Harold said...

Oh man........why do we love like this? It is so painful. But it keeps us occupied, I guess. Thank you for writing this poem. Reading it is like suddenly standing in a circle of admirable people who have all sinned the way I do. It's nice not to be alone.

Renee said...

Anthony~
Your soul has lived a million lifetimes, seen the world over and over.
You are brilliant