Shut up!

Oh shut up!

I'm sick of being told what to do

from a distance

sleeping like a fetus

breathing by remote control

you made me!

how long does this funeral last?

can you explain my legal rights

again?

I didn't know there were options

beyond our own alphabet

I was brainwashed

in a museum

for being subversive

a sub~subjective

outside the collective

(that monumental monkey's penis

on a pedestal)

will I become normal now?

and want freedom

from freedom?

from mutation to mutation

I was there during the deconstruction

working with extraterrestial energy

I never mixed with their climax

I was always invisible

a toad whose eyes can spit blood

it was a decoded appointment

with departure that damaged my head

I cried once

I'm blind now

I consider it

tutelage