Densities 112

what is comes from what is not

I tried to make pictures of what is not

but they were what is

not what is not

what is not is always present with what is

I can see what is not holding hands

with what is when I pick up a brush

with the gloved fist inside my hand

I tried to persuade it to open

with words or an eyelash

falling without a sound

I offered bribes

I threw my money down

then my gun

it made me dizzy

I threw it all away

but what is just grew fatter

I starved it

I fasted

I almost disappeared in the lion's breath

but something shivered with blue lights

silver lights

and bells rang without a sound

nothing changed

except my skin was not my skin

and my heart was just a muscle